古代闺秀被强高H

Chapter 378 Tied mid air

　　Shen Li opened his eyes after God knows how long,  he didn\'t even know that he was moaning in pain until his eyes fouled and then more than a minute later he realised why he felt like he was in a daze, it was never a good feeling to wake up after passing out but what was even worse was knowing that it was your wife who put you in this horrible situation. He was angry but somewhere beneath his anger, he was worried too because he knew that his wife must be really angry or else she wouldn\'t have done something like this to him.

　　He tried to free himself but that only made him spin on the spot like he was an unstable drunkard who couldn\'t even feel his feet. After spinning around like a bad dancer, Shen Li stopped trying to get himself free instead, he completely gave up on his attempts to free himself because he knew that it wasn\'t going to work, so after he was done accepting the fact that he was stuck in midair, he called Yu Dong, " I know that you are in this room, watching me … can you please come here and untie me because this hurt." 

　　Shen Li didn\'t have to wait for long as Yu Dong stepped inside the room, she was holding a bunch of things in her hands, things that he did not recognise and had no wish to recognise either. She slowly strolled to stand in front of him and then placed the boxes she was holding on to the bed before stopping at a good distance from him, there was not an ounce of care in her eyes, instead, she was looking at him like ——- like, he didn\'t know what to make out of her expression, she was standing there stiffly with a blank expression on her face and that was enough to scare him. 

　　There was no warmth in her eyes as if he was just faceless mer, she didn\'t know… no teasing smile and there was not even any amusing glint in her eyes upon seeing him like this. " Dong Dong?" He called but she did not respond.

　　" Untie me please," he whispered softly wanting to tell her that he was not angry anymore and maybe he will start acting like her good husband just like before but she didn\'t respond to him. 

　　" Stop looking at me like that, you are scaring me. I will tell you why I am doing it alright? We will talk and we will have a decent conversation." Shen Li was really spooked out after getting no response from his wife as he hurriedly started speaking, " I... I was just angry, I couldn\'t get used to the face that everyone looked up at me like I was a good husband, I wanted to be selfish but I couldn\'t, I had to take care of everything when I didn\'t want to, I have taken care of Liu and Mi when no one could take care of them, I just … I just wanted to be someone who I am not someone who people wanted but I didn\'t know how to do that, it scared me and when I found out I couldn\'t be a father the one thing that I wanted, I thought … I thought, I couldn\'t do it anymore. I can\'t be a good husband because I am not and I cannot stand up watching and waiting… everything just piled up because I have never shown anyone what I feel … what I have in mind, it was as if some sort of string that was holding me together broke."

　　He breathed for only a second before he added, " No one asked me how I felt when I couldn\'t get pregnant, even mother in law did not bother with me, she simply went ahead and brought Liu home, she didn\'t even tell me that she was going to do it. She did not ask for my opinion and just brought him home, and once she brought him home, she asked me to take good care of him," a self-mocking smile etched on his lips. " No matter what kind of woman the previous Yu Dong was she was my wife, do you think I would have been able to suffer silently after seeing the disregard that mother-in-law showed me back then?"

　　" But I did, I have lived up to the pedestal of good husband that I was raised for but I can\'t do it anymore, it hurts seeing you having kids with others while I can\'t… I can\'t just stand on the side and watch everything silently. Don\'t get me wrong, I am happy for Chi but I want to be happy for me too." 

　　He spoke everything that he had in his heart, showing his ugly side that he didn\'t want anyone to see especially Yu Dong and now he was prepared to see her disgusted expression but when he raised his head, he was surprised that she still had that blank expression on her face.  Something inside him snapped and fear surged in him, was she going to hit him? He has heard of many instances where the wife killed her husband by whipping him to death like this … No, Yu Dong, she might be angry at him but she will not hurt him, this was something that he was sure of. 

　　P.s: If you want to see it down and dirty, hand your power stones to me because I have something really smexy planned hehe. Warning only read if you are open minded enough to take it without hate comments.